Sweeet tooth

I had long but fun filled day and in the longest time that I actually feel tired. Like I can just drop on my bed and konk off. I always love children and hope to have 5 of my own in future. Yes it sounds crazy but that is my ideal. And ever since my niece came, my time with her are often baby talks, pouting, peek-a-boos, basically looking very silly. But she is such a sweetheart as she plop a kiss on my lips today, and she does it when you are not attentive to her. And when I say "cannot put the remote control into your mouth", she would follow by shaking her head at every "cannot". How can I not adore her!

And besides having lots of fun with her, I baked some cupcakes for the first time. I got the nods from everyone, so it taste pretty decent.  

Currently Norwegian Wood By Haruki Murakami see related

The 11th one

To my dearest lil angel

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

With lots & lots of love

Angel & her loves

Awwwwwwwwww

Angel & her sweetheart

Maybe I should write again

It's pretty crazy these days I seem to suffer from insomia at time that I should be sleeping. Sleeping time I'll be so wide awake.
Maybe its a post surgery effect.

During this time, I would have lots of thoughts in my head, the past, present and future.
I think about being ill. And today is exactly 2 months since my first surgery.
It seems to me that I am given a chance to live life all over again, and my body had clicked on the "reset" button.
Yes, I do count my blessings- twice. 
That wasn't my lowest time but definately my toughest. Being in hospital for 50 days aint my kind of fun.
That is why I think about my life more often than ever. I will love people important to me more, laugh more and be happy all the time.
Cos life is just really this short, and if I did not make it through, my life would end at 24 and unaccomplished. 
Whats left then is probably just a stone of me,
I'm glad I'm continuing living life braver than before.

Friday I went to Angela's family gathering at Dowtown East.

I always enjoy the time spent with the girls, never fail to laugh till my side hurts.

Adene the joker

Kaemii & Angela

And I ZI MO 13YAO AGAIN!
Its a feeling that I can't put into words.
haha.. work is better, but I hope it would be fantastic one day.

And when would the breathable break come?

OMG

I still remember my password to the login of this space.

I'll try to post often, for myself.

I realise this forgetten place holds a meaning to how life had changed for me for the last 2 years.

Wells well, life goes on

xoxo